Drew

I be the Freshman
next in
line for the thrown
i used to be a little boy
but since i have grown
i took rap
mixed it up
and made it my own
i dont need no help
ima free lance player
ill steal ur maiden
like some kind of dragon slayer
u better whatch out
cause im comming for u
u cant beat me
no matter what you do
i dont do drugs
i only drink water
but i do spit rymes
like dwayne carter
ya thts right
i meen you might of heard of him
i am whole
and you are just skim
I’m talking about milk
do you got that?
you like a coke
left out
and now gone flat
ooooooo my bad
did i hurt your feelings
this is like a mixtape
but mine got ceilings
I meen you can try
and compare yourself to me
but take my word
its a wast of energy
You think i shuld stop and just leave you alone
but thats not how i do
cause im bad to the bone
Ok im sorry, im done punnishing you
im sure theres things your good at
but most likely, very few
You get ready
to bring the applause
so u better listen up
cause you cant press pause
cause im about to get
2 thumbs up; ten toes
one knee
and probably a couple of elbos
and hte whole world knows
ur like a fan
cause ur rap blows
ok im done
thats all i have to say
so you can just have
a very nice day

i always see you in my mind
your smile tattood in my thoughts
i feel your arms around me
my mind skattered like polka dots
im ashamed of myself
how could i let you go
what i was thinking
i will nevr know
i want you back
yes its true
i’ve never met anyone
in my life
as amazing as you
we were so young
didn’t kno what love is
life’s not the same without u
like coke without the fizz
haha, it sounds pretty corny
but it comes from he heart
you want me to tell you how i feel
o goodness
where do i start
lets just leave it at this
you the only one for me
baby its not hard
come on you’ll seee

Im running frum something
Tht isnt really there
Im just scared to get hurt again
Its not tht i dont care
I keep on running
Without any reason
My mind betrays my heart
Its like an internal treason
Love is now some beast
Tht im scared to face
So i just run away
Without a trace
I wanna be there for u
When tyms are good and bad
I wanna hold i in my arms
When ur feeling sad
I kno its gonna be tough
To be in love once more
But i truly do love u
From ur head to the floor

the sun shines
backlighting your majestic blue eyes
a mixture of a thundery night
and calm blue skies
as you lean back
the grass caressing your fall
your hand grasps mine
i have no worries at all
You whisper “I love you”
in my ear, so sweetly
and as you do
i reply “you complete me”
this all seems perfect
but then i awake
just to realize
that all this is fake
i see u hug him
with a smile on your face
I just wish that some day
i could take his place
I love you so much
thats why, i cant let go
i just hope that
some day you’ll know
how amazing we could be
if we were together
i hold you tight
through the stormiest of weather
love a first sight
you made come true
my only wish is that
u love me 2

I hear the wind blow
The soil falls cold around me
The leaves at my feet
Start to crumble and crunch
I hear them everywhere
They are now surrounding me
I feel them get closer
I feel their breath on my neck
I want to see them
My fear paralyzes me
No clue what they are
Mystery fills my veins
My heart beats faster
As I start to turn around
The beast disappears
Without a trace nor a sound

I told you that I love you
But to you that doesn’t matter
You play games with my heart
Until it must shatter
Im on my knees
Praying to god
To stop my love for you
You deceiving fraud
You mess with my head
Make me think that you love me
I would rather be kicked on the ground
While u push and shove me
Tears are as common
As air is to me now
You treat me like a servant
As I bend and bow
Im done with you
Im tired of being gamed
When you look in the mirror
I hope your ashamed

my mind is blank
i dont know what i should do
tears rolling down my face
and my heart black and blue
they think i cant hear
but i know what they say
its not just once or twice
it happens every day
why do they hate me
what did i ever do
do you hate me
just b/c im different from you
i am different
and im proud of that
so find someone else
to point and laugh at!

 
All the windows shut
All the doors close
I didn’t want it to happen
But it’s the path tht u chose
Now I’m all alone
Dying inside
Quite as a stone
Trying to hide
Hide frum the pain
As well as the hurt
it started to rain
So I removed my shirt
And there ly the scar
Frum where my heart was ripped out
I ran away far
And started to shout
Shout ur name
Time after time
Saying I’ll take the blame
As long as ur mine
Windows start to open
Aswell as the doors
Lights turn on
I hear footsteps on floors
U run out outside
My heart In ur hand
I dnt try and hide
Insted I stand
Stand before u
Heartless and broken
Between us 2
Just three words were spoken
And as those words
Were realesed frum ur lip
My heart floats closer
And my scars, they ripp
Revealing a hole
Where my heart used to be
But now tht heart
went Frum u to me
Now my heart is whole
And in it’s rightful place
I guess I paid the toll
For fallen for a pretty face

I remember those times
When it was all good
Till you started smoken weed
And thought that I should
I said “ man that’s not my style”
And I walked away with nutin but a smile
I thought I was doing the right thing
And that every thing was ok
Until I got the news that next spring
That you had just passed away
My mind was filled with questions
Like “how did it happen?”
Your 16th birthday present
I had just started rappen
You died so young
And had so much more to live for
You had a great life
That others would kill for
But you somehow wanted more
So you kept smoken that weed
You always wished you were alone
You were like my brother
And together we had grown
I was always there
And tried to help you out
But you turned me away and didn’t care
I loved you like a brother
There is no doubt
But in the end you got what you wanted
After all these years
Which was to be alone
Is this the way you pictured your 16th birthday
My eyes filled with tears
As I place flowers on your grave stone

Bum bum
Bum bum
My heart keeps racing
I keep walken back and forth
I can’t stop pacing
Pen in my hand
With Ink stained fingers
The memory of u
Forever lingers
your stuck in my mind
till the day that i die
you were the one person on this earth
that i could really rely
now your gone
i cant cope with that pain
i love my life
i mean i cant complain
but its just not the same
without you around
i don’t have anyone to turn my frown upside down
but now you’ve moved on
and your in a better place
and thats just the reality
that ill have to face